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Thursday, Sept. 30, 2004, 7:09 pm

Maybe you noticed that I now only have a guestbook under my contacts list. Maybe you also noticed that my friends list shrunk drastically. Did you notice, too, that I turned off my notes setting? Well, there is a reason for all of this, and I shall tell you what it is.

I've been restricted by my mom. I'm no longer allowed to talk to anyone that I've never seen before, unless she or Dad are in the room. I'm not allowed to e-mail or open e-mails from anyone I have never met before unless one of my parents is in the room. I'm not allowed to go to the board unless one of my parents is in the room.

Needless to say, I'm lonely. I already miss the people I used to talk to, and I haven't even been under this restriction for a week!

I know some of you are thinking, Just talk to them. Your mom will never know. Well, maybe that's true, but I don't want to risk it. There's a chance that she would find out that I had disobeyed her. I don't want that to happen. I don't want her to lose the trust she has in me, because maybe one day I'll get my priveleges back. That day - if it ever comes - will come quicker if I obey her explicitly.

So I've taken away temptations - I've pared down my AIM buddy list quite a bit, as well as my e-mail contacts, and, as I've already mentioned, my d-land buddy list and closed down my notes section. If you'd like to, feel free to leave a message in the guestbook, but if you've never seen my face, don't expect to get a reply. I'm sorry, but that's the way it has to be. One of these days I plan to get a parent in this room so I can have some conversations with you all again. If you're on my friends list over on the left, I stil check your site regularly.

I'll try to update here regularly. Take care and God bless you.

Love,
Amy

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