We Need Each Other
Feeling: 
Friday, Mar. 07, 2008, 2:02 pm
Listening to: Air 1
Eating: Nothing
Watching: Words appear on the screen as I type
Feeling: Lackadaisical, Lonely, Slightly Blue
Craving: Companionship, Good Conversation, Friends
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Wow. 2 P.M. already.
Ha, what a way to start a blog entry, huh? It's just that when I opened up this form to add the entry, and saw the time... I hadn't realized it was so "late." Of course, I guess that's what happens when you don't get out of bed until 9:30.
I'm feeling kind of... blah today. I'm not really sure why. Well, I know sort of why:
Today I was supposed to go play cards with my Grandma and Grandpa, Sarah, and Jennifer (two of my cousins) at my grandparents' house, over lunch. However, it started snowing overnight, and continued to snow through the morning. When I got out of bed, Mom had just gotten back from the grocery, and she told me that we weren't going. I said, "Did they call and cancel?" She told me no, but with the weather the way it was, she was sure that they would. So I called Jennifer. She said she still planned to go, because the roads were just supposed to be wet until a second wave of snow came through tonight. She called back later and said that driving today in the weather probably wasn't the smartest thing she'd ever done, but that the roads weren't terrible. Mom watched the weather on TV and saw that the worst of it wasn't supposed to come until tonight/tomorrow, and almost changed her mind back to saying we could go... but she didn't. So I was disappointed that I didn't get to spend time with my family today.
But, for some reason, I don't think that's the only reason I'm feeling "blue." But I can't pinpoint why else I might be feeling down in the dumps. I just feel sad for some reason. I wish I knew what it was. Maybe it's just sleepiness and a little boredom. After all, the only thing I had planned today was going to play cards, and with that cancelled, I really have nothing to do (besides homework, which is really no fun at all). Some of it may also be that I'm feeling a little lonely. It seems like I haven't heard from any of my friends in a while; no one has really been leaving me any comments on my MySpace or anything, or here at D-Land much for that matter, and I've just been feeling kind of deserted.
Maybe I should stop talking about myself. Maybe I should stop dwelling on my icky day.
So... moving on...
Last night Shawna and I went to the movies to see Penelope. It was a REALLY good movie...and clean, too. There was hardly anything in it! The language was good, there was minimal violence, it was humorous, and interesting, and romantic (without inappropriate sexual material, which was a BIG plus), and all that jazz. :-P Both Shawna and I want to see it again. (However, we won't do it together. LOL.) I was really pleased with it, though. Jenna was mentioning to me that she wanted to go see it, so I told her that if I liked it I'd take her to see it. So hopefully we'll be able to do that sometime soon. ... ... But of course there aren't any good pictures of it up on the web. *rolls eyes*
I think I'll end with song lyrics again. This time, the lyrics reflect how I'm feeling right now (except for the part about fighting...hehe) .... "We Need Each Other" by Sanctus Real.
I think I caught a glimpse of
Life without friends
Bitter, empty, hollow, dark and lonely
We never meant to hurt each other
So Can’t we trust again
And take it as a chance
To keep on growing I don’t know why it doesn’t come easy
But I know that we could be happy
If we’d only learn to love
Oh oh we need each other
So what’s the fighting for
Oh oh we need each other
Please don’t close the door
Oh oh we need each other
Through all the highs and lows
Oh oh we need each other
Cuz no one’s meant to live alone
Life revolves around the need
Of having someone
Causing every complicated feeling
Oh and I don’t want to loose you
And there is nothing wrong with
Telling me what you need
To keep our love strong
It’s just a part of being a family
Taking the good with the bad and the ugly
If we could only learn to love
Oh oh we need each other
So what’s the fighting for
Oh oh we need each other
Please don’t close the door
Oh oh we need each other
Through all the highs and lows
Oh oh we need each other
Cuz I don’t want to be alone
Oh Oh we need each other
Fathers and Mothers
Oh oh we need each other
All your sisters and brothers
Oh oh we need each other
We need friends and lovers
Oh Oh we need each other
Well I need you
You need me
Cuz that’s the way
It’s meant to be
I need you
We need each other
(I don’t want to be alone)
(x2)
Well... now it's 2:30... half an hour for a blog posting isn't bad. so I'm out.
~A~